There are more than a few reasons for my anger issues. Some of I’m sure that I am not even aware of as of yet. Inner psyche and all that wandering path. What happens when you are presented with the awareness that there is a sad spirit sitting on the boarder of the property where you live trying to stir the pot? Starring the pot so that it can feed off the negative emotions that are created.
There are people who are like this. Some how negative emotions make them feel stronger. They get a foothold into one’s life. Needing more, they will work to drive the bus that is you.
So what to do? I have no answers except for what I am going to try to do everyday.
There is a gentleman (and a loose term at that) who has issues. Among the many of them is a dislike of family and a push toward being an isolationist. There is a jealousy that runs through the heart of many thoughts. Also, not to be left out a selfishness that has the drive to wanted to be pampered and the only one who is special.
What am I going to do about it? Well for the most part treat him as a child. A child only because there are also the flags of dementia flying high. Most conversations are remembered for only the time within that they happen. Some conversations are remembered for the time that has the end point of creating a fight or something equally unworthy. Add to the list of avoiding the person as much as possible.
What would you do?
What happens when the panic, a nervous break down and growing up meet at a dinner for coffee. Also... mainly for now.. to let everyone know what is going on in my head and how much I could not be doing this without them.
