My son is in the Air Force. I am very proud of him, well after all he is my son. I am always proud of him. One of our many conversations has been that of what he can't talk about to anyone outside his office. I usually end up telling him, that it is OK. Since I am talking to him about the subject. He doesn't have to respond in any way.
And here comes Memorial Day this Monday. Monday, America recognizes Veterans who are still living and those who have passed on to another life. A problem with our country is not the honoring of our men and women who have put their lives on the line in the name of the United States of America. Unfortunately we have men and women in Congress who do not respect the men and women who go to fight as directed by our government. Cutting back on making sure that this country follows up the promise of taking care of our servicemen after they leave the service.
It use to be called shell shock. A condition recognized but never truly understood until recently. Diseases that have been denied the existence, because it would require research to heal. If you have ever been to a VA hospital, never go to the cafeteria. It would be better to get food at a gas station. If you are diabetic, vegetarian, low salt, eating whole foods are just foods that won't be served unless they are rolled in a dough batter and deep fried.
Our current set of problems from over seas are problems that our own government has created.
The current set of wars is not for the preservation of the American Way. It is for some a war about oil. For others it is just creating problems with the people and the laws of other countries.
What happens when the panic, a nervous break down and growing up meet at a dinner for coffee. Also... mainly for now.. to let everyone know what is going on in my head and how much I could not be doing this without them.
Tuesday, June 2, 2015
Working on my fears...
Facing my fears:
One of the biggest fears that I have is doing something... anything... and having no one notice. Why is it a fear or where it came from is an unknown. When actions have been done in secret, just to be nice or as something that is just needed to be done. It is noticed.
So now every day doing something to get myself out of this home of mine. Where to move to after this is still up in the air. It is a decision that I am going to put aside for a while until I get into a better position .... meaning the mobile home is on the market and ready to go.
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One of the biggest fears that I have is doing something... anything... and having no one notice. Why is it a fear or where it came from is an unknown. When actions have been done in secret, just to be nice or as something that is just needed to be done. It is noticed.
So now every day doing something to get myself out of this home of mine. Where to move to after this is still up in the air. It is a decision that I am going to put aside for a while until I get into a better position .... meaning the mobile home is on the market and ready to go.
Hugs
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