Sunday, May 18, 2014

Almost Monday morning....

This weekend has been one of pushing and being exhausted and catching up with people and getting flushed and more and more, but ended with watching the movie: "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty." Based on a short story by James Thurber. A movie directed and starred in by Ben Stiller. This is actually one of his movies that I would consider buying for myself and not because it would be a good family film to have in the library. The photography is incredible. The sheer size of the film is on the verge of "Lawrence of Arabia" scope for just what is filmed. Iceland and Greenland have the most incredible vistas and views.

A story about a man who turned his day dreams into reality.

Turning day dreams into reality has been a theme that has cropped up lately. It has been running hand and hand with not giving a care about what other people think about you. It is the most hardest thing in the world to be oneself. So many people want you to be and do anything else that will help their lives to be easier instead of hearing no. When they get yes, it is just a short trip to being used.

There is nothing wrong with giving of one's heart, when one chooses. It is quite the difference when it is taken for granted that you, me or anyone will just roll over.

It is a reminder that one needs to trust both the heart and the head, through it all away and listen to your gut instinct. If it is saying no, then pay attention. Other people might think that it is a game because you do change your mind, but in the long run. Who will you be saving? Them or you?

To be honest, this is not about taking a chance. The gut will tell you that too.

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So as I move forward with chemotherapy, I am grateful to have only two more treatments to go through, and then the recover phase. Granted it is all depends on the person and how fast one gets the chemicals out of their system. Depending on the person and the chemotherapy treatment, recovery can be as little as six month up to a full two years. I do not expect to need the full two years, but in the mean time. Doing something else would be in the works. I will be taking inspiration from so many inspirational friends and family that I have surrounding me in the realm of love and light.

Yes and airy reference, but not everyone has their family right next to them all the time. Everyone who I do consider family is all over the place.

Monday May 20th is the day of the house inspection. Selling off the balance of the house possessions has begun. If there is anything that you have seen and would like, make an offer! Yes, you would need to be closer to Boulder to pick it up. Unless you want to pay for the shipping.

- Jude